d sToRY oF my LiFE

2006-08-18T08:07:00.000-07:00

welcome to mj's picture gallery for the month of august.

the first picture was taken at conrad hotel's lunch buffet. the whole of tax dept went for that buffet. it's 'something' cuppuccino pudding. i couldn't remember what's the first word of that desert's name. actually, that's not the only thing that i wanted to take picture of. i was too busy eating all the food, and only got reminded of when i was waiting for the food to be digested in my stomach before eating this desert. i hopeless. yum yum... food~ *_*

the second picture was still taken at crystal jade. i suggested to them to order mango pudding because the picture looked so tasty. looks are deceiving. it tasted a bit weird after we pour the milk on top of it and it did not taste fresh at all. haha... but still edible, not too bad.

the third picture was still taken at crystal jade. gifts from elizabeth & jasmine; i was surprised and touched. i was really happy to finally get the chance to taste xiao long bao. it's yummy~

2006-08-18T07:52:00.000-07:00

i went out with jasmine & elizabeth this wednesday. i had lots of fun! :D

we went to crystal jade xiao long bao to have lunch and took many pictures there. ho ho ho~!

of course being girls, we talked a lot! I think we spent more than 1 hour there when we only ordered a few dishes. i saw elizabeth's Guess bag. she told us about it during our APT. finally get the chance to see it. i really think it's so class and it's really nice!!! *_* (ding~! ding~!) had my eyes glowing when i saw it.

2006-08-17T07:19:00.000-07:00

it seemed that many countries are having issues with japan. korea is still fighting for the rights over a small island that marked its territorial water with japan for almost half a century now. the rights of the 4 kuril islands between japan and russia is still unsettled for about 60 years.
also, the major issue of shrine visit. just not too long ago, a taiwanese boat went too near to japan water to demostrate their unhappiness with the prime minister's shrine visit, which aggrevate the japanese coast guard.

all these frictions with japan's neighbouring countries; japan's foreign minister must be really stressed out.

i really hope war doesn't break out like it did in the middle east. it seemed that these countries were really tolerant with one another. in fact it seemed that the tolerance was strained and almost over-stretched.

2006-08-17T06:18:00.000-07:00

I'm really happy and excited that i managed to sign up for the course. I feel it's a step closer to my desire.

Though i know as the future begins to unfold itself, many times i may get frustrated with things that don't turn out right. But i believe that there will also be many great happiness in store awaiting me, so i will wait patiently. ^=^

2006-08-17T04:42:00.000-07:00

This from my colleague - Maggie. I think she's really nice and she even treat me to lunch. Today, when i asked audrey how to calculate the principle and interest. No matter how hard i try, i couldn't trace how maggie (it's her case) got the numbers.

So audrey explained that i need to get all these from client and she asked me who gave me that case. When i told her it's maggie's, she was like "huh~", like i'm being exploited. =.= i really don't mind helping maggie. Besides, without her work load for me, i would be slacking all day long from time to time. Right after i walked back to my seat, she turned around and talked to eilyn & chuan yew about maggie giving me work to do. chuan yew said, "it's been going on for quite some time now. didn't you know?"

It's not hard to guess what they were talking about, since it all made sense to me. So audrey asked me if i still charge client since i'm a temp staff now. I said i can only charge to office work. Then the other 2 started saying stuff like, "what!? i think i need her to help me raise query!" look who's exploiting me. =.=

I really believe maggie's nice to me from the bottom of her heart, and i know i'm right. I think those people from my group are weird.

2006-08-13T07:27:00.000-07:00

i just found out ayumi's boyfriend is tomoya nagase! i feel so happy for her. i just hope that she will have happiness. :D
yay~!!!

2006-07-19T06:40:00.000-07:00

i believe many have already heard of the news that president bush forgot to switch off his mic after the Group of Eight meeting, and we all know what president bush had spoken to prime minister tony blair.

if you guys had watched the channel 8 news @ 10pm on tuesday, you would have seen mr. blair actually stretched out his hand to turn off the mic after he realised that president bush had left it on.
i really feel that tony blair is a really nice friend. i think lots will raise their eyebrows at this statement i've made because it would seem unrelated and perhaps even shallow.

i mean, he could have just switched it off and laughed at president bush for his carelessness because he (president bush) had said something that not all should have heard. however, tony blair did not do this and he continued to listen to president bush talking. tony blair could have also asked president bush to switch off the mic on his own because the switch was nearer to president bush.

so in conclusion, i feel that tony blair is a person who would help and protect his friends. i just think it's rare to see this kind of friendship between world leaders.

2006-05-22T07:19:00.000-07:00

when i read through my previous posts, i got reminded of things that i shared and re-learn the things that's important to me.

how easily i forget the lessons i've learnt when i met with the same problem once again. ignore those people, i will do what i want when i feel like.

2006-05-12T07:05:00.000-07:00

sigh... i just broke the mop when mom asked me to do some housework for her. it was an accident; i was trying to dry the mop so i had turn it and it just broke.

actually, i've been spoiling lots of things lately. i spoiled my laptop, i jammed the printer and the paper shredder at my work place, i broke the key for my locker at my work place and now i broke the mop.

now is only may and i'm already listing the items that i spoiled ACCIDENTALLY, as if i'm doing a year end summary of what i have achieved.

because of my new found strength in year 2006, i've set a new criteria for my future husband; he must be stronger than me. really, otherwise he would suffer. who knows, i may accidentally sprained his wrist. it's NOT a threat, i'm just concerned. eh hem~... =.=

2006-04-07T06:20:00.000-07:00

everyone has moved on; i should do the same too.

i will not just imagine what kind of life i want to have, and what kind of emotions i will carry everyday. i'm going to live life.

there are people who will be there forever, but mostly are just passers-by. no matter, i just want a pleasant experience and no toe-stepping competition.

but i'm truly grateful that i met people who shared the same frequency as me, because that double the amount of joy i get from just doing what i really like. i enjoy talking to people whom i can really talk to; conversations will never ceased from things that we like to things that we feel strongly about.

living in this world, it's all about building relationships with people. like i said before, it's the people that makes the place because of the atmosphere and the environment they create.

2006-04-05T07:50:00.000-07:00

today while working on a file, i saw this client keyed in his commencement date as 1/9/2005 but his arrival date was 1/9/1995. =.= why would he arrived 10 years earlier? it's obvious that it's not 1995, but 2005; that i know. this isn't the first time, some of them made the same mistake but this is one of the weirdest date difference i've seen.

later after that, i heard another colleague grumbling that an expatraite had stated on the questionaire that his date of commencement was in june, date of arrival was in september and he left in july.
"what kind of information is that?" that's what she said, my colleague.
then another said, "i think our questionaire is too hard."

2006-03-18T20:30:00.000-08:00

i believe, no memories should be forgotten at all. no matter how bad it is, without going through all that, there will never come the story of triumph.
it is going through the tough times that made us stronger.

i think it's sad that people chose to forget someone or something because they feel it brings back such painful memories, but memories that we think is lost can never be forgotten, we just can't or don't want to remember them.

our body is a time capsule that is etched with all of our memories; some are locked away in the deepest corner of our hearts that we do not want to be reminded of for the rest of our lives.

2006-03-18T11:07:00.000-08:00

i'm done watching scrapped princess. it's not such a disappointing anime as i thought it would be since some info stated that the manga has a better ending than the anime. well, i don't know how difference are these two, but in my personal opinion it ain't that bad.

watching this anime does reminds me of some of the questions that i used to question myself and maybe i'm still doing it now on what i really believe in. how can you really have absolute faith?

oh well... anyway, i think the golden moments would be when pacifica met fulle. it would be so much better if he didn't die. how i wish... sigh... i really wished it would just go on and on. i mean the two of them, living together.

2006-03-17T23:24:00.000-08:00

sigh...

i'm an old woman trapped in a young body who's trying to take things slow.

=.=

2006-03-08T03:18:00.000-08:00

i almost forgot my log in id when i wanted to sign in to blogspot.com. but my hands reacts faster than my brain, thankfully. lol...

anyways, class charlet just ended and i kinda missed seeing my classmates. i know i won't be seeing most of them much next semester because jen & i will be going for attachment. going for attachment and promoting to year 3 seems like we are all about to embark onto a new phase of life. we are all about move on to our separate ways. the emotions are so strong that i really wanted everyone to stay in touch and cherish one another in everyway.
although there are times when i feel bored during the charlet but that's only a small part of time in comparison to the whole time i was there. i enjoy the time when we all stayed up and talked all night. i think it was fun and to know your classmates in a new way.

anyway, moving on to my attachment. the date is drawing nearer and nearer and i'm kinda excited. of course i need to kerb that feeling of mine just in case of disappointment; maybe it may not be as fun as it seems.
i bought so many things for my attachment that i'm beginning to feel sorry for my wallet. Gosh, i never knew i was that rich. honestly, i've spent over $400 getting ready for this 5-month attachment. Thank God for the money, haha...
i didn't dare to ask my mom for a single penny since what i wanted isn't exactly what she wanted for me. well, it's just a different in taste. even jiahui said i have expensive taste. that just proves that i'm definitely going to be married to a rich husband? LOL... (trying to amuse myself here.. eh hem!)

i'm really grateful for the 1 week break before attachment starts. because i really looked forward to this holiday. i don't know why, i felt that semester are becoming harder to get by. this time round, i practically dragged myself to sit on a chair and pull my notes in front of me to study and kept reminding mself that i need to pass & clear every single module. & the irony is that people said we are our own master. -.- how come i feel it's more like body over mind. ok, so i have weak determination. sigh...

ok, i'm trying to cherish what's left with my holiday by reading more manga and anime. though i think i finished all the anime that's available to me. eh HEM!!! so more manga then. but reading too much chinese makes me wanna have a break from reading. urgh... it's ok, my chinese is improving, so 12 kingdoms here i come!!!

2006-02-19T05:46:00.000-08:00

i love japanese anime since i was a kid and sailormoon was my first anime that i watched and i'm totally captivated by it. the main character had got everything i don't, that i wished to have; great friendships and an exciting lives filled with adventures with super powers. you can never know what's going to happen tomorrow.
i thought all these are going to fall into place when i reached 14, because sailormoon became sailormoon when she was 14. LoL... naive huh..

of course i was really disappointed when things remained the same when i turned 14. but i met people in my life that was life changing even before i was 14.

the point is, happiness just doesn't happen to anyone because that person was there at the right place, at the right time. it is something that we have to live it out on our own and what kind of attitude we take on whenever there are hurdles in the way.

it's ok to be wilful for a few times in your life, because you only live once. no one can ruin your life and take away your happiness. even if they did, it's only because you allow them to.

so if anyone tells you that you are ruining their lives, give them a big hug. they need it.

2006-02-12T01:33:00.000-08:00

went out with kang qi yesterday and due to my poor sense of timing, we had to attend the 7:30pm service.
so she came to my house to spend the time and she watched tv while i tried searching for my anime download. it went missing after i downloaded half way~!!!! T_T

there are many cats in my neighbourhood and they are just so fat! there's one that's particularly fat which reminds me of garfield. it looks lazy with its beady eyes. LoL~

kangqi meowed at the cats at they responded. not just some cats, i mean all the cats that we encountered on the way, even the cat that usually ignore people replied her. -.-
is she cat woman is disguise...?

2006-02-02T05:56:00.000-08:00

yay... this has gotten from jiahui, bless her heart. being so nice... lol...

Naruto Charlie and the Chocolate factory Style:

http://www.youtube.com/?v=Xck6HlWIAUw

Naruto South Park Style:

http://www.youtube.com/?v=UsJtuNmp2Yo

Kakashi sensei's face! :

http://www.youtube.com/?v=y2qGJEjonLU

2006-01-29T22:05:00.000-08:00

yes~! on the eve of chinese new year eve, i went to chinatown with bee to do some last minute shopping. we went to buy quite a number of things but what's most important is that i get to buy my ba kua~!!! yum yum!

we tried to shop for a white shirt for the skirt that i've bought, and i couldn't find anything i like in chinatown so we headed for orchard instead.
i knew exactly which shop i wanted to go, so it saved us lots of time. i asked bee if she wanna do manicure, because i haven't done it before, so why not give it a try.
i'm so glad we did it because it looks so nice~! i guess my biggest joy for this new year would be my manicure!

the shirt i bought is ok, but suddenly i realised the skirt i bought previously didn't look as good as it had on me when i was trying on the shop. it's too long and makes me look... not as nice. i thought it was knee-length. sigh... i don't know what has gotten into me, because i remembered that i quite like the skirt when i tried it on in the shop. i hate it when this happened. i feel like giving the skirt away even though i like it. because i don't think i would ever wear it again.

2006-01-28T23:41:00.000-08:00

imagine that a guy with deep voice, looking quite manly talking on his PINK phone.

i accidentally splashed 'water' on bee yesterday when i went out with her.

we were both attacked by Mr. M

all these took place yesterday, weird huh~.

2006-01-19T06:29:00.000-08:00

i went to have a haircut with bee this monday.

this isn't something that i have in mind and it's all decided by the cute hairstylist. ok, i did say i want to change style, but then i also clearly said that i want to keep my hair length. i took so long to grow it, of course my heart ached when i saw him snipped away every single strand of my hair.

lots of people said it's nice, so i guess it's not so bad la. haha... besides, i get to see the cute hairstylist for more than 1 hour i think. i don't know why he took so long to cut my hair. maybe my hair's too long and now it's extremely short. challenging! haha... :)

even my eaa tutor and fmgt tutor made comments on my hair. haha... but i do wonder if my old hairstyle doesn't suit me at all. it's a pity because it's always been my dream to keep long hair up to a certain length. oh well...

2006-01-16T02:39:00.000-08:00

it's been a few days since i went for my wisdom teeth operation. i'm feeling better but it hurts sometimes. i wonder if i should have finished all my pain killers before i move on to my antibiotics.

the clinic i went to is at the hereen. how sadistic. people went town to have fun, while i went there for serious business with great pain.
funny thing is that my operation was on friday, the 13. -.-

mom went with me and she took leave for that day, which i'm really grateful to have her by my side. i had a big breakfast before i went to the clinic, but i didn't eat anything much for lunch and dinner. well, i drank some instant oatmeal.

before the start of the operation, i went to take an x-ray of my teeth. the machine is a bit intimidating because it looks like some kind of board that would semi-circulate in front of your face and another board behind your head, making you wonder what's going on.
right after that, i went to the other room to have my operation. the dentist injected anesthetic into my gums (both sides) and the process was uncomfortable. then, he showed my mom & i the x-ray of my teeth. it's weird looking at my own teeth in that manner, but he (the dentist) stated that one side of my tooth was so crooked that it could be a difficult operation. this is the exact thing that i don't want to hear before my operation. -.-"' how comforting...

then the anesthetic takes into full swing, i could hardly talk and move my tongue. i think he injected too much on my right side; i told him i feel like sleeping because i could hardly keep my eyes open when he asked how i was feeling. he said i was thinking too much. -.-* i kept blinking my eyes to stay awake and my right eye lid wasn't exactly responding (how do you explain that?).
the operation on the right side was a success but when he moved on to the left side, it's totally painful. i don't think he injected enough anesthetic because i could feel the pain so vividly and he told me my tooth was very near my nerve, so i guess maybe that's why i could feel the pain even with the anesthetic.

thank goodness i didn't witness the entire operation because i was blind-folded. the nurse explained that the lightings would be too strong and it would hurt my eyes. i don't mind anyway, but it would be better if they inject more anesthetic and put me to sleep. i'm so sure i don't want to go through it again.
they offered me options whether i want to extract out 2 teeth on 1 side or extract all the 4 wisdom teeth. of course all, who would want to go through that EVER again?

right now, i looked as if i stuffed 1 fishball each, on the inside of my cheeks. i look awful~! :(

2006-01-12T08:04:00.000-08:00

i feel overwhelmed lately. so many things are happening at the same time and you need to make yourself available to it and just do it when you feel that you have other more urgent matters to attend to.
you see cartoons like some character got knocked on the head and it either has stars or birds going round, circling that poor fella's head.
to me, i have so many things to do that as time pass and the number of things i need to do starts piling up and circling above my head. it overwhelms me; the things just magnify and i grew smaller and smaller. i need to jump and grab hold of the particular thing i need to do, seeing other people seemed to be able to juggle more, it makes me feel like a loser when i'm not up to their standards.

how can a person not go crazy? sometimes we throw dirty glances at people who have lost it and act weird, but just how normal are we? for all you know, those people who acts weird could have been brilliant once. sometimes they ain't born bonkers, circumstances made them helpless and pushed them over the edge. would it have been a better ending if we take things one step at a time?

nobody & nothing will stop moving, but will they just slow down for you? even if they do, will you feel good? ironic isn't it, how you have to push yourself to keep going no matter how much you don't like it.

2006-01-10T00:53:00.000-08:00

finally, common test is over and it's definitely worth celebrating.

after our last paper, i went to have dinner with bee & jiahui. we went to manhanttan restaurant to eat, & the queue was long. this is the first time i ever joined the queue for having dinner @ a restaurant. i saw this plenty of times when i was working @ PS. sometimes when i was about to go home & it was dinner time, i saw long queue outside cafe cartel. so, i guess that's the norm even for other restaurants.

it's very fulfilling, considering the fact that our stomachs started growling while sitting for that paper. we ate something new. the previous time we had seafood platter for 2, this time round we have salmon & dori fish. ok, i personally think that the seafood platter for 2 is definitely much nicer than what fish & co. has because i ate both before.
anyway, that's a lot of fish for dinner. since they said fish is brain food, so it's kinda like making up to our poor brains for being crammed with so much information for the past few weeks.

after that, we walked around and the shops were already closing. -.-"' time flies.

then, jiahui went to secret recipe to buy cakes. i remember that she likes the cakes from there, so we waited for it to get ready. in the end, they just bought it for me~! haha... and it wasn't cheap... :(

i also found out that kakashi plush toy & key chains were from the both of them! i would have guess it if i saw that red envelope with bee's handwriting on it. her way of writing 'j' is unique. -.-"' haha...
the 2 of them have been in deep conspiracy against me... -.- haha...

i really like it a lot. especially the plush toy, kakashi has such a cute look on his face. haha... the way his eyebrows arch which compliments his eyes, so his overall facial expression was like, "what..." he looks kinda pissed in a cute way, not unpleasant. haha... he's so small, so cute. -.- don't get me wrong, he's not a baby. but it's just cute la.. haha... la la la la.. so happy...

THANKS JIAHUI! THANKS BEE!

2006-01-08T09:00:00.000-08:00

i have the best birthday ever among all the previous years.

on the eve of my birthday, my family went out together to have dinner & went shopping for my stuff after that. my mom said i should have thrown away my blue sling bag a long time ago because it looked so old. mom said i look as if i'm from the beggar sect whenever i carried that bag around. -.-
also, well my slippers kinda got split open many times ( i mean the sole & the slipper got split open half way). so whenever my mom sees it, she would "tsk" me and said i love to keep old stuff. it's weird that my mom is so willing to spend more than me. haha...

so that's what i got from my mom for my birthday; a new pair of slippers from adidas & a new bag from zinc. mom chose it for me, & her taste is GOOD. -.-"' i think i need 2 reflect upon this.

on the actual day, i went out with bee to have lunch @ my favourite restaurant: HIRO. haha... i'm totally delighted because i just love that place. :) then bee said she wanted to go to far east to shop for accessories. in the end, she bought me a bracelet (totally love it!!!) & we shared a cheese cake (yum yum~) after that.
i'm so happy! but i kinda feel uncomfortable because i sense the coming of my period. at night, i have a bad headache.

on the after my birthday, i went to collect my poly bursary. it's $1k!!! wooyoo~!!! nothing beats cold, hard cash~ muahahahahah... (ok, that not only sound sinister, but also like some kind of money loving freak.) actually my period came when i was bathing in the morning before i went to collect the bursary, & it was raining cats & dogs. it kinda dampen my mood because i wanted to stay at home to keep warm on my bed. -.-#
towards the afternoon, joanna called & she said the whole lot of them wanted to come & help me celebrate my birthday. i really didn't want them to come because it was raining so heavily & i wasn't really feeling well enough because of the stupid crams. -.-*
they still come in the end despite how i tried hinting that maybe it's not a good idea to come to my house. i feel really bad because they were kinda wet & cold. they only stood outside my flat & didn't come in. so it made me feel worse because at least i could have offered 'em some warm water? or at least chairs to sit . there were 8 of them, so you can imagine how they crowd around my house. they stood outside talking to me for quite a while, i can't imagine how tired their legs were.
but they were really nice to come, to be with me (at least for a while).
they sang me a birthday song (soooooo loud that i swear the opposite block could hear it, not to mention my neighbours). & they gave me an amazing gift: a bag. although mom already bought 1 for me, it's really different.
i only told them once that i was searching for a bag that i would really like because mom complained that my old bag looked really horrible. -.- haha... she's so funny sometimes. last week, yina showed us her new jacket & said she got it @ bugis @ a good bargain. & i told her i'd bring her with me next time to shop for bag so that she can help me get a discount. i really, really like the gift a lot. :) & shi han said that bag is just very me. haha... & it was choosen by yina! double :)

this is a thankful yet, kinda guilty birthday. i mean, guilty that all of them have done so much for me to make my great birthday.

2005-12-29T20:29:00.000-08:00

this is a dazzling chirstmas for me. this year, i had lots more fun even though i didn't go for count down like last year. last year was crazy for me. i got home @ 2am then slept for 4 hours then go for service. totally tiring, and not exactly fun because the count down was at orchard and it was so crowded that we hardly has any place to go.

this x'mas eve, i joined tzu qun & others to ice-skate. this isn't exactly fun, because i have a phobia of falling down after i fell down. well, my butt still hurts a bit. we started throwing ice at one another, and that part was fun! haha... lots of crazy stuff happen. what matters most is that we get to talk to one another a lot.

then on x'mas, i went to sharon's house near evening. i miss eating the sushi, quite disappointing because that was something i was really looking forward to. but the steamboat ain't bad at all. it's just a bit weird that we had steamboat on x'mas. haha... it's more like a chinese new year eve activity. after eating, i went to play mahjong with some others while others watched the princess diary. ok, i kept losing, so it ain't that fun. ahaha... i would enjoy something more if i win. ahaaha..

i gave up playing so i joined others watching tv. after a while, they started playing heart attack. -.-"' it was crazy because they were squealing so much! haha... but the funny part was that apple got the game wrong then she kept losing. haha... you should have been there to see what she did. she even asked out loud like how come she didn't win. ahaha... she's so funny. ahaha...

so that's how i spend my x'mas in a fun way. well, i would say better than last year. maybe this coming year's x'mas would be even better. go from glory to glory? ahaha..

2005-12-22T21:11:00.000-08:00

yay~! i went to watch chronicles of Narnia today with judith! it's been quite some time since we last met each other and i never thought that i'll make friends with people from MassComm. i don't really have great, wonderful experience working with them. except for judith, i was in the same group as her in our IS.

the movie was simply fabulous!!! thanks to yina's friend, i get to read the 6 books of chronicles of Narnia. i didn't get to read the last book because of my slow progress and the book is just been on loan for too long. haha...

oh well, i still love the movie although it's not exactly the same as the book. it's still great!

we went to have our dinner @ Hiro @ Takashimaya. i went to have lunch at the same place with bee yesterday and i had my dinner there again.
found out from judith that actually the 2 japanese people are a married couple. funny thing is, i've never heard them spoke to each other and judith said the japanese lady called her husband, "anata". cute right? haha...

2005-12-21T08:49:00.000-08:00

i wish i could be strong and take everything bravely in my own stride.

but i really want to run away this time and break free from all these things that's happening around me and to me. i want to soar on eagles wings and fly away to a place where i don't have think about anybody or anything at all.

somebody... please take me away.

2005-12-19T03:19:00.000-08:00

many things have been going through my head lately. there are things i try to make it go away by my own strength but it just come back to me twice as hard.

i want to run away from so many things, because i feel that no matter how hard i try to fit in, i'd still b d odd ball.
they don't think this way, but i just don't know what to say. i mean, what's there really to say if there isn't anything to say.

in the end, i just ended up twice as lost. at least i didn't lost that important thing when i got confused the previous time. but is it my good idea, or His idea?

2005-12-18T07:56:00.000-08:00

this is a long overdue post... but i haven't got the time to even type it out.

we went to national library to do our RFA projects a few weeks ago and i love the wireless network. haha... we did as much as we can and eat as much as we can as well. lol... we just ate A LOT.
initially, we were sitting outside Han's then had our lunch there. then at 4pm, we moved the library to do our stuff.

at about 7:30pm, we left the library to have dinner. we tried to rush because we wanted to catch the 9pm drama. we couldn't make it back on time so we just gave up rushing in the end. had dinner at crystal jade macau at busgis juction. that was my first time there. eunice had baked rice, bee and i had bake spaghetti. half of it was seafood and the other half was pork. that was the first time i ate those seafood with shell, and it tasted awful!
still, it was a good experience. haha...
i bought a pair of earrings at one of the push-cart stall there. i love it! it's hand-made using pliers (i think) whereby you twist and turn the metal wire. so nice.. haa...

2005-12-12T02:42:00.000-08:00

today i was watching 'The Rainbow Connection' and i saw how yoyo was pushing herself. i wished i could be like her. she did not need any sleep and continue working 24 hours.

it is very infuriating when you already have so much to do, and people still keep asking you to do additional stuff. as if your school work isn't enough to keep you busy.

2005-12-08T18:54:00.000-08:00

this is bad...

i'm having trouble concentrating and i'm in a tutorial class right now writing this post. :(

i didn't do my tutorial and i felt really bad.. it's been bugging me like i've comitted a serious crime.
i could have done my tutorial last night but i was really tired & i just dropped dead on my bed right after i got home telling or rather, lying to myself that i could wake up later and do it. who am i lying? it was 10:30pm, wake up later? *rolls her eyes*

2005-11-29T00:35:00.000-08:00

i can't go for overseas attachment because that special Someone didn't want me to.

i tried to think, maybe i hear wrongly. because the truth is, i wanted to go so badly. sometimes it's good to be away for awhile. it seems exciting to be alone, exploring new things.

but that Someone knows better than i do, i would miss my guitar lessons and my guitar teacher. even worst, i would miss playing guitar.

2005-11-28T23:12:00.000-08:00

i have great fun on saturday! haha.. i'm silly to only find out few days ago that i actually have direct bus from my house to toa payoh. and the journey's so short!!! all these while i took almost 45 minutes to reach the interchange, and now i only need 20 minutes.

this week, we are supposed to share with the residence how to prevent the breeding of aedes mosquitoes and i found out for myself what's the difference between malaria & dengue fever. i've been asking myself that question ever since there's an outbreak.

i pair up with esther and we completed 2 blocks within 2 hours. she's very funny! haha.. enjoy talking to here. when we were at our last block, the sky color changed and it grew cold. when we were left with last few levels, it started pouring heavily. you could see the rain drops swaying with the strong wind. it's white. we were stuck at the void deck for quite some time.
esther and i went to the provision shop and bought some food to eat while watching other people running for shelters and we discussed among ourselves how those drivers gonna get out of their car.
then we saw a car drove into the car park, and we waited to see how they were getting out. we waited, and waited, the family didn't get out. in the end, they drove off. we saw another family trying to leave the void deck and get into the car. they waited quite some time until the father ran to get the car.
this is really interesting. there's a small slope that led to the void deck, so the car drove up that slope and went as near to the void deck as he could so that his wife and 2 children could get in without too wet.
superb driving skill, i would say. & all these while, we were eating tibits and drinking drinks. haha...

i went to yina's house to practise my guitar after that. i was really stress because my teacher wanted me to lead the song. i can't even catch up with the beat. so fast!!! and the song's about 4 minutes. i have muscle ache after strumming so fast.
i didn't practise all the time when i was at her house. i played with her dogs and hamster. yina's house can be a pet shop. there are so many fish and dogs. i love the puppy with brown head. her maid called her botak because you would think so if you didn't take a closer look that it's actually brown fur. haha... the pups are so mischevious!!! they chewed on carpets and slippers. they ran around the house. they are just so adorable!!! i love hugging the brown head pup. haha..

thanks to yina, my lesson went alright and my guitar teacher was pleased. not that i played well, but because i became more confidence in playing alone.
i was so worried that i was going to disappoint him, because i don't really know how to sing and play at the same time during chorus.

have you hear of a song that makes you wan to cry? i did. when the actual song was being played on disc, i think it's a nice song. but when my teacher plays it, i don't know why, but i'm just really touched by the grove and rhythem and something that i'm not sure of. you can really feel the emtions of the music. haha.. i sound so profound.. but i'm trying to pen down my feelings when i hear him play.

all in all, it's a great and wonderful day. haha...

2005-11-23T19:19:00.000-08:00

there's just so much to do, so little time!!! i don't if it's bad time management or there's just simply too much to be done, i feel so exhausted.

this semester is just simply crazy; there's around 4 projects to be done within 7 weeks. it's a miracle that i'm still alive to write this post. T_T

i'd be glad when this is over, but that also means common tests & final exams drawing near. this semester is also a bit weird, because most of my A level pals have finished their exams and i don't think i even have the time to meet them up and really have a good meal with them. i'm broke, stress & exhausted.

maybe next year wouldn't be so bad because there'll be 6 months attachment and i want to go overseas to do it. i really hope i can go, for many reasons.

cheryl-anne

2005-11-13T21:26:00.000-08:00

my niece came to my house yesterday and only left at 11+pm.

i think watching too much barbie series has a funny impact on that little 4-year-old. she told me she liked her brother Matthew (her older cousin) and wanted to be married to him just like her mum and her dad. she even told me her dad's the prince and her mum's the princess, so she also wanted to be like her parents and be married, Matthew as the prince and she'll be the princess. haahaahaa..

then she asked me, "ah yi, do you have a boyfriend?"
-.-"' that's a sensitive question because i've been asked so many times this year and i kinda find it annoying, but i don't blame her obviously. i answered her, telling her no. she asked why, i don't think she really understand my reason but that's ok.

she can be such a dear when she's not in a spoiled mood, but i still love her to bits. i guess i'm ok with kids whom i know. haahaa...

2005-10-31T22:08:00.000-08:00

today while i was on the bus back home from school, i saw a baby in a pram facing the side of the bus and the father was juz standing beside the pram looking out the window. the baby actually can't see anything, not even the window; facing the 'wall'. he (i assume) kept on calling out to atttract attention, but didn't cry.

after some time, his father adjusted the direction of the pram to face him. and he played a silent peek-a-boo with his baby. the babe quieten down a bit but he continued to make some noise, maybe he grew tired of the game.

then the babe's mother came and took over. she kept stroking him and he became quient. i saw his little hands grabbing his mother's wrist and he almost felt asleep.

i wish i had a camera with me.

creamy experience

2005-10-22T22:13:00.000-07:00

i've learnt something after doing a door-to-door sale of ice cream.

7 ways to annoy salesmen:
#1. install more than 1 door bell and make sure none of it works
#2. fill the pathway half-full with potted plants (it's dangerous to maneuver trolleys & salesman wouldn't want to look for trouble by breaking them.)
#3. install heavy, thick doors, so no matter how hard they knock, the sound will never be loud enough
#4. install gates that have very narrow holes, so that they won't be able to knock on your door #5. keep a dog
#6. open the door real quick and say NO and shut the door before they can say anything else
#7. knowing that the salesman has seen you, close the windows and doors quickily and ignore them when they call you.

if you have anymore brilliant ideas, feel free to email me or juz post it onto the tagboard. thank you.

2005-10-20T11:33:00.000-07:00

yay~! i found a comic shop yesterday after we went to west cost to play frisbee. it wasn't a good weather to play in because it kept raining. we only managed to have fun for about 30 minutes. it seemed pretty dumb to just go there but at least i had fun & i get to catch up with my friends.

the shop even has volume 1 of the comic that i want!!! it's so great! i'm so happy & over the moon. i was hoping the uncle would give me a discount but he didn't. haha... well, i can't expect much since i only bought 2 books. so now i have 4 books in collection!

2005-10-18T20:20:00.000-07:00

i'm so happy today!!! i went to clementi to try my luck to see if they are still selling comics. the assisstant told me that they've stopped selling comics & the cashier was helpful enough to tell me that she knew there was one shop around the area that sell comics.

i found the shop and i bought it at $1 each! the aunty said she's not going to do the comic business anymore so she's trying to clear it. though the comics i wanted was left with 2, it's better than nothing.

the wallpaper strikes again. i know i'm pretty much a wallpaper when you see me in person, but i didn't realise that even my name has that effect too. haha... i was missed out in auditing class and i still don't know if i'm gonna get in, but i've already called mdm leong. so i'm not worried.

2005-10-16T10:58:00.000-07:00

there are many reasons that i should stay and not be confused, but i still don't get it. many times i was told that i think too much, only ended up confusing myself but i couldn't help thinking about it because i want to convince myself and let understanding win over me.

i know, there are many things in this world that you don't need understanding but just have faith and believe in things. of course it would have been easier, but to me it's like building a house on sand. all things that i used to know and think i know have no meaning anymore. no matter how many times i read or remind myself of it, it still doesn't make sense. some have talk to me about it, but i can't get spurred up no more.

the fire's gone, and i'm lost.

2005-10-14T20:00:00.000-07:00

this is the second time i met bee & hui in a week. it's unusual for us to meet up this frequent in holidays, we didn't do that in the previous semesters.

i really enjoy going out with them; it's harmonious & funny.
we went to arnold's fried chicken to have lunch & i ate little because i'm not used to eating the whole chicken that's not minced for me. but i ate lots of potatoes! no thanks to myself, i ordered a large mashed potato not knowing if it's nice; turned out it's NOT nice. i appreciate our canteen food. but the wedges ain't bad! yum.. yum.. the chili sauce tasted weird as well. if you ask me, i would still prefer kfc though some people feel that it's fresher at arnold's. at least the chickens in kfc are all cut up for you; consumption friendly.

went to bee's house to play games, watch vcd & read comics. haha... enjoying life right now.

2005-10-11T16:38:00.000-07:00

i went back to school to register myself for EP. the joy when i keyed it in & when the machine said the transaction was successful; this is always what i've wanted! i know i won't be an expert in japanese language but it's still a step closer.

i went to the mexican restaurant to look for job today & the lady boss was so strict! i was quite afraid of her & she didn't seem want to give me a flexible timing to work, as in i've got to be flexible & i need to work on weekends. well, there comes the issue of church. at least she excuses me from working on saturday. phew... she's intimidating & i need to keep telling myself not be afraid of her. anyway, it's 'take it, or leave it' kind of thing.
she's alright as long as i don't do the wrong thing, i suppose. i wonder how can apple take it.

2005-10-11T00:07:00.000-07:00

i discovered this extremely cool place that makes me go, "wow!", "aaaahhhhh~!", "look at this!" & so on.

it's a dream land for me; an anime shop and it sells so much of naruto stuff!!! all thanks to hui hui, i was elated when i saw the things that were sold. i'm so crazy over kakashi!!! haha.. i think i'm 'unhealthily' obssessed with kakashi, he's my boyfriend! haha...

the shop sells naruto figurines, keychains, shirts, comics, dvds, vcds, plush toys, the accessories that you see in the comic, wallets & lots of amazing stuff!!! i'm so attracted to that place now & i think of it so often. haaha..
can't wait to go there again!!!

Bloomability

2005-10-06T23:11:00.000-07:00

i've finished the book bloomability. it's really a nice book & it shares with you the life of a student in a boarding school. it sounds really fun & it's so different from the character's life; it's her second life. she got to know different people from all over the world & realised she wasn't the only nomad, so she didn't feel so awkward anymore when people asked her where was she from.

her perspective towards things had also changed after meeting friends who truly appreciated her & accept her for who she was. guthrie - her friend- once shared with her about the story of 2 prisoners who looked out of the same window & saw different things; 1 saw the beautiful, blue sky, the other saw dirt on the window.
gradually, she was able to see the beautiful sky that she almost missed.

i love this book & i love final fantasy 7 & i love animes. bless these people with great creativity!

2005-10-05T16:51:00.000-07:00

oh man... tomorrow's october 6 and it means 1 thing: results.

there are anxiety, unspoken fears & apprehension that are building up inside me, besides so much had happened throughout before & during the exam. i'm not sure if i had prepared enough, all the more i fear of what's to come.

i'm not feeling brave & i'm really, really afraid. there are people who tell me, "don't worry, you gonna make it."
honestly, maybe if you were me perhaps you wouldn't have such strong convictions. i don't even know it for sure, how can you be so sure? i know they are trying to make me feel better, but i just choose not to talk about it because nothing's gonna make me feel better except Someone.

Final Fantasy 7 - Advent Children

2005-10-03T19:20:00.000-07:00

yay~!! i watched Final Fantasy 7 with ying today! it's so good~!!!

the animation can make you go wow throughout the entire movie. you should have seen the hair of the characters!!! so real! i love cloud's sword & bike.. KAKKOII!!!
anyway, the animation totally blew me away.
storyline wise, it's not bad. it's definitely better than Final Fantasy - the spirit within. it's a bit hard to understand the story at first and i only managed to understand most of it near towards the end of the movie. the story sometimes will bring you back into the past without you knowing but the ending sorted it all out.
p.s.: bee san, faster come my house & watch k??? hoho...

something that really makes me happy is that i can understand the first sentence at the start of the movie without looking at the subtitles! haha.. i can watch that movie again & again & again & again...

2005-10-01T21:21:00.000-07:00

dinnie looked at others and felt sad & discouraged.

"do not look at what you do not have, it'll just make you sad. you may as well look at what you have, isn't that better?" said lila.

dinnie tried. she has nothing.

2005-09-30T20:41:00.000-07:00

i helped out with the children's day celebration in children's church today. actually, i didn't volunteer myself in the first place. my cell group leader just signed me up without telling me & only inform me on the day of the briefing.

i like kids from afar; having close contact with them will kill me. in other words, i only like them to a limited extent; or to make it clearer - i don't really like them.

my duty today was to be the toilet guardian, make sure no funny kids try to lock themselves in the cubicles & stop them from playing & splashing the water like nobody's business. it was alright since most of them have their teachers with them, so i didn't have to do much.

well, today has surely paid off because i do like some of the kids. it wasn't as bad or painful as i thought it would have been.

2005-09-29T22:50:00.000-07:00

went to watch corpse bride today with hui & bee san.

the animation's really good. the story rushed into ending too quickily, and i don't favor the ending. maybe because of the ending, i felt that the movie was a bit of a let down. still, johnny depp's still great. he's always great. ho ho...

2005-09-27T13:57:00.000-07:00

today's another day! haha.. i'm spending most of my time at home & i really enjoy it.

today's my first time cooking rice!!! and it was a success, it didn't turn into porridge. although there was a little bit of water left at the bottom of the rice, i think it's alright since this will prevent the rice from sticking to the bowl. i didn't use the rice cooker to cook the rice, because my mum had put it away. i think it's easier than using a rice cooker because the washing part is better. haha..

i needed a red tee so badly because i'll be helping out at children's church this friday. volunteers have to wear red so i asked around and red isn't the most favourite colour among people, so it's a bit hard. those people who have red tee, well... i can't wear their size, too small for me.
in the end, angeline bought 1 for me instead and she's gonna pass it to me later during prayer meeting. oh man.. everybody's so nice to me!

you guys rawks!!!

2005-09-25T12:33:00.000-07:00

yay~!!! i went for my first guitar lesson on saturday. it's great!!! i feel that no sooner, i would be able to play really well! :D
the way brother walter teaches, makes you feel that even if you are the biggest idiot in music, you can play well if you make an effort & invest your time faithfully.

we came to know about brother walter when we were having our BS class with brother jimmy. brother jimmy was teaching us about praise, so he asked his own cell group guitarist to come & play for us. it was a total knock out!!! brother walter played sooooo~ well!!!

kai ying & i decided to approach brother jimmy for brother walter's contact on the last lesson. well, i was sick on d last lesson but dear kai ying was brave.
thanks to her, we get what we wanted today. :)

2005-09-23T00:24:00.000-07:00

ok.. so school rumble isn't so bad. it's funny, i watched it since i'm so bored.

i tried to watch my 'spirited away' dvd on my laptop but it's not working. as in, the laptop takes forever to read the disc & when i go to my computer & click on my F:drive - nothing. that's so weird. why? why? why~? why~!!!

i have a really bad feeling about my laptop. :(

2005-09-21T23:41:00.000-07:00

this isn't the type of holiday i've been looking forward to. well, there are some unfinished business & somebody's missing.

at least there's one thing about to be settled this friday. there are some things i've been thinking & have reached a decision.

i'm really sad because i didn't watch peacemaker. haiz.. today's wednesday, it's almost midnight. if i hadn't missed that episode, i would be happily enjoying my anime night. j promised to burn it for me, in fact lots of anime, which is the reason why i'm looking to this holiday soooooo much.
now he seemed to have gone missing & he couldn't pass me the anime earlier because his monitor broke down. i'm afraid something happened to him & he won't be able to burn anime for me anymore. :(

dammit! i'm so realistic...
but i couldn't find a more reliable resource. -.-"' a friend's friend of mine specialises in burning anime & i waited for quite a while & the anime i asked for, which i decided not to ask j for help. haiz.. that's why i'm so much sadden by his disappearance. -.-"' haiz...

2005-09-16T22:56:00.000-07:00

IT'S... THE... Great big book of everything, with everything inside~!!! See the world around us, this book's the perfect eye~...

how many ugly ducklings are there?

ans: none! the ugly one happens to be a swan. & he's being called ugly because he thinks he's ugly.

2005-09-10T13:43:00.000-07:00

i know the feeling has been there for quite some time & since he didn't say anything about it to me directly, i just decided not to acknowledge it. he knew that i've heard about it & known about it as well, i have hoped that my silence on that matter would have made him understand.

i don't understand why i have to face this in the midst of my exam but thank God it's not as difficult as i thought it would be.

i know what he's gonna say when i meet up with him & i tried to prepare myself for it. i'm glad that i've done what i should.

this reminds me of the past; remembering of what a fool i was that thinking i can please everybody if i just say yes, & i'm not brave enough to say no. of course things ended up in misery.

having the other half with you is a great pleasure but i know i'm not ready for the commitment & time i have to invest on that person. it's great to share things with each other, yet @ the same time it's not easy to maintain it. i'm simply not ready.

2005-09-02T05:33:00.000-07:00

6 more days till the lawsuits come...

2005-08-31T10:19:00.000-07:00

my family from church!!! from left clockwise: angeline, me, kai ying & joanna

2005-08-30T22:08:00.000-07:00

i felt that i'm like a fish that's been trapped on land.
the air carries that salty sensation. yes! i know i'm near!
i'm flipping and slamming my body hard against the ground, hoping that the momentum would gradually swing me back to sea, where the wonderful sea water embrace my body once again.
my gills ain't working no matter how hard i try; it feels dry and i'm suffocating.

that's how i feel, when i cough for air.

2005-08-26T13:54:00.000-07:00

who made that TRECHEROUS bridge outside ngee ann? the steps is so small and it's so steep! argh...

the book of esther is great reading pleasure. i love heroines, just like deborah the judge of israel.

2005-08-24T21:16:00.000-07:00

does having fever allows you to let your imagination runs wild?

i had the weirdest dreams yesterday and i can't sleep well. i kept waking up at different intervals and then released, "oh... it's still early."
i dreamt that i went to work and then released that i wasn't scheduled to work at all. so i just went back to the staff room, when stephen called me. he asked me why did i come today and i just said in an apologetic manner that i got mixed up with the schedule and thought that i have to work today. and he asked me what i was doing and i just lied that i was packing nachos at the candy bar kitchen. i dunno why i lied, believe me. (omg... i sound like a big, fat liar)
he reprimanded me for being absent-minded and i was angry too because i wasted my time. then i saw norezwan, he asked me what's wrong & i ignored him and then walked up the steps. the most bizzare thing happened: it seemed like i was in a library and everyone seemed to be sitting for exams. i felt bad for being a disturbance because i dunno why i was wandering around aimlessly. out of no where, i saw simon and co. (from TA01) and he waved at me. i was like, "where did you come from!?"

i woke up for a while and then dozed off again.
this time, i dreamt that i was in cost tutorial class. i was feeling so sick that i really don't feel like going for tutorial today. i was freezing when the weather was rather warmed. and i really wanted to ask jiahui to help me present, then i dreamt that i went for class without doing my tutorial. when it was my turn to present, i looked at jiahui with pleading eyes and she just passed me the thumb drive but it took forever!!!
mdm leong became very pissed off and said mean and discouraging things to me in front of the whole class.
i woke up and then i dozed off again only waking up again when my mum told me i was still having fever.

2005-08-20T20:33:00.000-07:00

yay... went to watch ying ying's play yesterday: ides of march. actually i still don't quite understand the play but it was quite funny.
especially the character of lucius, his master kept asking him to go and sleep and yet kept waking him up to do something for him.
ying ying's also great! she's cinna and i think she's really great on stage. she's so steady and so confident! so proud of her.

something funny happened when i told joanna i need to go to the ladies. we only have 15 minutes of intervals and there's only 1 cubicle in the toilet and there were 5 people queuing for it. but there was nobody in the gents and there was also only 1 cubicle. and i've been eyeing it for quite some time until joanna said she'll help me keep a look out. so i just went it. in the end, there was a guy who wants to go in, since i locked it he can't enter. joanna just said, "er... my friend is inside, it's not open." so that poor guy looked around and couldn't seem to find another nearby toilet so he asked, "but i can come back later on right?" joanna said she was nervous and she just nodded her head. haha.. when i came out of the toilet, his friend (who's also a guy) saw me! i was equally embarrassed as joanna but i think she sorta felt worse since she has direct encounter with him. hahahaha... so funny...

2005-08-14T09:20:00.000-07:00

service was great as usual! we went to the coffee shop and sat down for awhile. jun jie told me fu rong had been sacked. i was shocked, because i thought he would in NS if i didn't see him. it's really shocking to see the number of people getting sacked. so it's not as easy staying in GV.

we were supposed to meet johnson at 12 p.m. and i was feeling a bit sad to leave the coffee shop early. hardly see leonard around these days since he only booked out on weekends and he didn't come for cell group. :(
timo is opening up, i'm so happy. he acted like a small kid though he's the same age as me. haha..
xue li is also integrating into our big family! yay!!!
annie wanted us to wait for her, so we meet her at the bus stop and she gave small gifts to people who completed bible reading for the month of july. i didn't get it.. eh hem... but she bless me with a cross CD. haha... yay... visit www.cross.com.sg for more details.

anyway... we have a farm in our family. joanna is the pig, raymond is the cow, kai ying is the cat, i'm the farmer! and xue li became the scarecrow.. hahaa... so funny...

Sy Rogers is coming to CHC for weekend service!!! he's a great speaker from America and he'll be preaching on emotional needs. anybody want to come???

2005-08-06T13:10:00.000-07:00

my mum's been taking health seriously all the time and she's always trying to get me to join her. this time, she bought this bottle of green powder and asked me to read the pamphlet and explain it to her. it turns out the sales person did the introduction out of the pamphlet. it sounds really formidable actually.

it helps you to cleanse your body from inside out, get rid of all the toxic stuff that's been accumulated inside.
i tried it last night and it tasted awful because it's made of veggie. yikes... i didn't know it'll turn out to be such a deep, dark, green thick fluid that looks a lot like green slimes and i had to finish it all.
but the reason that it turned out so wrong is because i added 2 scoop instead of 1. oops.. wahahah...

on d bright side, i won't have constipation problem anymore since i'm sure i would definitely get enough fibre daily.

2005-08-05T21:28:00.000-07:00

i sometimes think what's the point in hanging on to him when everything doesn't seem to be going right. i felt that i ought to be chucked somewhere in the incinerator, because i'm rubbish anway. i'm simply wasting resources just staying on here, not smart, doesn't excel in anything. i know i shouldn't confess on this kind of stuff, but if i were to say that i'm not stupid, i'm capable. i'm talented. i'm of use. i'm precious in his eyes... how can this be happening if all these are true? so why bother lying to myself. sometimes i think i'm quite smart.. but most of the time i ought to be chucked into the nearest bin; full of nothing but crap. i'm the wallpaper that most people didn't notice and can't even hear me speak.

even my blog is oso crap.. not much people come anyway, so i'm still thinking if i should just leave this blog to 'rot'.

i feel like shouting and jumping and punching to vent my frustration away. i have the urge to just lie on my bed and do nothing. there's nothing i enjoy, nothing to be happy about.

i just want to close my eyes, and let the whole world pass by me.

2005-08-01T22:49:00.000-07:00

I think I made some 'enemies' with the BIT students from my Life Science class when I failed to smile at them since I was MADE to do the presention.
Lili and Esther didn't help me at all by pointing their fingers at me when the group of BIT students decided not to present and push it ACC.

During presentation, I didn't make eye-contact at all. I was reading so fast because I wanted to get over and done with it, Lili said I did a great job in presenting. I was suppressing the urge to roll my eyes at her and said, "ya, right."

Anyway, I grouped with Kai Lin from BIT and Judith from Mass Com. Thank God that Kai Lin totally didn't mix with those group of BIT students. Judith and Kai Lin were making conversations with each other most of the time and I really have nothing to say to them. Well, at least Mass Com people are good at presentation.
I know I shouldn't look at things that I don't have, but Kai Lin and Judith have better dress sense than me. I didn't group with them because of their good looks, please.
It's simply because there's limited choices in my class.
All in all, I believe I made the right choice.

Sigh.. Not really a great day.

2005-07-22T21:42:00.000-07:00

YAY~!!! I'm free! Well, for now.
It's like I was tied down to something, when I walked out that exam hall today, I felt that I'm free to soar as high as I want on eagle's wings.

I've watched Inuyasha movie 4. It's so-so, nothing on Naraku though. The movie has the same characteristics as other movies, well.. Almost. It ended with Kagome shooting her spirited arrow and with Inuyasha doing the finishing touch on the enemy.

I sort of feel sorry for Sesshoumaru in this movie, he's like some extra character and popped out once in a while for the sake of the appearing, because he's still one of the main characters. Too little of him, I would say. Haaz...

The ending's not bad at all, in fact, I felt that it's the ending part that sort of saves the movie. Go watch it and maybe you'll share the same sentiment as me.
If you don't agree, feel free to rebuke me on my tag board.

I'm very much annoyed by the speed that this web page is loading, so much for 512KB. I don't understand how come it's SOOOOO~ slow all of a sudden. The words took awhile to appear when I typed too fast. Tsk tsk tsk...

2005-07-18T21:40:00.000-07:00

Yay~!!! I've finished all the discs Jimmy had lent me quite some time ago! It's so nice!! All the anime, it's quite funny and outrageous.

I wonder if there's a national conspiracy in trying to tempt me into not studying. All the good things came out around this period! Argh~! There's Harry Potter! There's Sophie Kinsella's new book! There's Inuyasha movie 4!!!
It's not a national conspiracy, it's an international conspiracy!!!

Because of the new book of Harry Potter, I'm re-reading the 4th book; more like doing a quick review and scanning through the pages. I've re-read it around the beginning of this year because I managed to get book 4 & 5 from kind Noel, who has gone missing. His books are still with me, and I seriously hope he still remembers that his books are with me. I forgot to take his contact number and he couldn't contact me now since I've changed my number. I didn't do it on purpose, no thanks to that phone contract (not worth mentioning...).
I think Fred is the more outspoken and George is kind of more mellow than him. LOL... Fred is so funny! Especially in book 4, the way he retorted at Percy who's being a huge showoff.

I would be glad once this is over, I mean all the tests and stress.

2005-07-12T21:41:00.000-07:00

The Key to Spiritual Growth

Greg Laurie

You probably know someone who has received Christ and has gone on to serve the Lord with great effect.You've witnessed dramatic changes in his or her life.

You may also know someone who has been a failure in the Christian life.There has been no discernable spiritual growth and no change in his or her character.Why is it that some succeed spiritually, while others fail?

Answer: because they choose to.

Philippians 2:12-13 tells us, "Be even more careful to put into action God's saving work in your lives, obeying God with deep reverence and fear. For God is working in you, giving you the desire to obey him and the power to do what pleases him" (NLT).

There are some things that only God can do, and there are some things that only we can do.

Only God can save a person.

Only God can forgive and forget our sins.

But having said that, only we can believe.

Only we can repent.

Only we can follow.

God will not do that for us.

He has given us a free will with the ability to choose.

So success in the Christian life comes down to our willingness.

Can others look at you and see the changes in your character and in your conduct?

Can others tell that you have indeed become a follower of Jesus Christ?

It is one thing to be a brand-new believer.

But it is another thing to have known the Lord for one year, five years, or ten years or more, and live in a state of arrested spiritual development.

That is why we need to realize that one of the foundational principles for spiritual success is reading, studying, and having a love for the Word of God.

Everything we need to know about God is found in the Bible.

So we must learn to love it.

We must learn to study it.

We must learn to memorize it.

If we don't, then we are not going to succeed spiritually.

Before I became a Christian and began reading the Bible, I didn't know what to believe or what to think.

But then, as a 17 year-old kid, I discovered how relevant the Bible was to my life.

Now, a few decades later, it is still relevant.

What's more, I know it will continue to be relevant for the rest of my life.

However, some Christians won't take the time to read the Bible. Yet the Bible tells us how to live.

As 2 Timothy 3:16 says, "All Scripture is inspired by God and is useful to teach us what is true and to make us realize what is wrong in our lives. It straightens us out and teaches us to do what is right. It is God's way of preparing us in every way, fully equipped for every good thing God wants us to do" (NLT).

Success or failure in the Christian life depends on how much of the Word of God we get into our lives on a daily basis and how obedient we are to it.

There is an alarming trend in the church today, and that is to get away from Bible exposition.

In some churches, the congregation doesn't bring their Bibles anymore.

When a minister gets up to speak, instead of allowing the Word of God to unfold and letting the text determine the direction of the message, he will use the Bible to support the points he is making in the topical message he is giving that day.

How much better it is to let the Bible text unfold, line upon line, precept upon precept, word upon word, verse by verse.

We can't get away from the Word of God.

If we do, we will suffer, and we will not succeed spiritually.

If you look at the life of a person who is in trouble, you will find that in almost every case, that person has disregarded what the Bible says.

But if we will govern our lives by the teaching of Scripture, we will find that instead of becoming foolish, we will become wise.

God is not out to ruin your life.

He wants it to be fulfilling, and He offers you happiness as you live by His Word.

But the Bible must be more than a prop - it must be your guide.

You need to read it every day, and you need to obey what it says.

If you do that, then you will have spiritual success.

This will be a reminder to myself and to all of us who are in the walk with Him that His words, are never to be taken too lightly.

2005-07-11T00:18:00.000-07:00

Emergency Room 24 Hours is ever inspiring, especially the attitude of Doctor Kojima Kaede played by Matsushima Nanako.

She has a great attitude of stewardship and always keeping in mind that she has to fulfill her duty as a doctor because lives of patients are just so important to her. That's her calling and she just remained focus even though her fiancé's whereabout was still not know.

That's the attitude I ought to have in my walk with Him. Listen and be obedient to His callings, and be a faithful to Him.

2005-07-07T09:18:00.000-07:00

Shawn Yue rox my world~! LOL..

2005-07-06T17:43:00.000-07:00

I was so spiritually deflated these days that I simply lose my passion in doing anything at all. It's so hard to smile when I don't feel like doing anything. I have the urge to throw everything away, clear out everything in my life.
This afternoon as I walked out of school, I felt my burden was so great that I felt like throwing my laptop and burning all my notes away. I don't see the point of studying anymore, I'm not interested in what I'm studying.

At that point of time, I wish to be alone so badly. I want to retreat back to my own little haven that would shelter me from all the harshness of the world.
I feel a lot better and happier now.

2005-06-27T07:21:00.000-07:00

my DREAM car!!!!

2005-06-26T21:14:00.000-07:00

Every emergency has many implications. It will affect our mood, which in turn affect our judgements.

It's not just about doing the right thing anymore, it's about doing things at the right time, knowing your limits and your resources available at hand and assessing the situation and doing the things which is most appropriate at that moment. It may not seem so right, but it's about how you can do more for the victims and save more lives.

It may not seem right to not help a dying victim at all and just concentrate on those who's still alive when the dying victim may even have a small chance of survival. Of course, under normal circumstances we must never give up. However when all you have is limited, do you invest so much time on someone who may not even live after you've done your best or to forgo that dying victim and pour your time over more patients whom you are so sure you can save?
Do you rather save a dead person that a living person?
Do you think about how you can help those people whom you can't even see or should you pour your concentration over those that's right in front of you; waiting for you?

Decide...
Don't be a legalistic; be flexible, deal things with wisdom.

2005-06-24T20:09:00.000-07:00

It doesn't mean nobody knows nothing about your deepest secret, some people may know but they just choose to keep quiet.
Knowing a person's secret at his or her ignorance, it's best to keep quiet about it if it doesn't hurt anyone. It would be better to wait for them to tell us personally when they are ready, all we can do at the moment is to be of assisstance to them. Be there for them.

I seem to be looking forward to those messages. I dislike myself for being this way. I'm not living for those moments, how can I make myself get that fact?

There will be peace of the storm, I just gotta hold on tightly to Him.

2005-06-18T19:50:00.000-07:00

John is sooooo~ cute! LOL... I enjoy working with him and he's really responsible as well. Too bad he's flying back to Philippines next month. :'( Sobz~*

RC's roof top was U-shaped, and he said they had installed the roof the wrong way.. LOL.. At first when he just came here, I don't really understand what he's saying because of he's accent. Aunty Selena also doesn't understand him as well so she just said, "this fella, can't understand what he's talking about..." She said something else and said to John some other things in a rather fierce manner and guess what John said?
"Huh? You scolding me ar?"

Yesterday, Jin Feng, John and I shared a cab home after work. John's the first to alight and Jin Feng's the last. John asked Jin Feng if she has enough money for the entire trip. We agreed that he's really kind because usually people don't really care whether or not you have enough money as long as they are not the last to alight.

Sigh... I'll miss him a great deal when he's away. I don't think I will ever see him again, that's the saddest part.

2005-06-15T20:27:00.000-07:00

I don't know whether to laugh or to cry. I keep messing things up nowadays and it seems like I've been walking around with my eyes close, doing everything in my semi-sleeping state. I felt like I'm wasting my life away, but sometimes I know I'm not.

But what is the value of life really? All I felt is that everything I do is like a void. It's like I don't know how to use my brain or something. Everything seem so bleak, so hopeless.

He sent message to me nowadays, I'm glad that he still cares for me, but I don't know for what reason. There's unhappy past between us, and it took us a few years to loosen the knots. Even till today, I really care about him as well. During these few years, I would wonder how he's doing occasionally. I know I can never initiate to make peace with him because he needed space, and I thought he would ever do that. He did it in the end.
Both of us have grown up from the past mistakes and have outgrown our misunderstandings. So many things have changed for the better.

2005-06-13T16:08:00.000-07:00

I went for the blood donation drive at Gek Poh Ville CC yesterday. The place is flooded with people from my church. LOL~... And the queue was really long, it took about an hour of waiting for me to donate blood.

I was freaked out when I saw how long and thick the needle was; I can see the scar left by the needle. There is blue black on where the needle poked me. But it's not painful at all.

I was really happy and excited when I pass all the test from different station. The previous time I couldn't donate was because I have low iron in my blood. But this time, I'm really happy after taking the iron tablets: 12.9 was my record. Yay~! The previous time was super low, 11.3 the first time they measured it and it was 11.5 for the second time.
When it was almost my turn, I became apprehensive and I was really afraid of pain. I told the nurse I was scared when she was appling some anti-bacteria cream vigorously on my hand. She asked me not to worry, and she lived up to her words. I didn't feel anything at all when she poked the thick needle into my hand. She injected anaestatic into my hand before injecting the thick needle.
It's not so bad. Phew~

2005-06-12T17:33:00.000-07:00

Seriously, I really think PS is falling apart. I've been working there for over 1 year and many break down happened.
There was once a power failure at Candy Bar, a few times when the system crashed and the computers were hanged in Candy Bar and Box Office. The air condition in theatre break down as well, and it's like sauna. -.-"'

My first time ever that witness the biggest break down was this Friday. All the toilets in PS couldn't be flushed, so you can imagine how smelly & disgusting it was.
Most of us who were working gotta hold our bladder for a few hours. That's really bad because some patrons blamed us for it.

2005-06-08T09:09:00.000-07:00

Oh my tian, I can't believe that I'm Ron. Ok, from now on, I will look at Ron from a different angle. Ron's not bad. He has interesting family members, he's funny. Yup, not bad. Not bad.

Really not bad.

2005-06-08T09:08:00.000-07:00

Which HP Kid Are You?

2005-06-05T18:33:00.000-07:00

I can't believe that I actually request for the wrong day to work. I think I'm going to die soon from lack of sleep. But God is my strength! I'm able to make it for service today, many thanks to my dear Joanna, Agnes and dear dear sister Annie for waking me up. :)

The service is great and all of us are really excited about this coming Emerge Conference 2005! I missed it last year and I deeply regreted. I may have trouble coming this time round as well because of school. Sigh... Only Polytechnic students are the one who's not having the holidays when all other school clusters can attend the whole day conference!

We went to play pool after that, and I was embarrassed big time. I shall not say it anymore here, although some people~ enjoyed laughing at me. Eh hem!

I learnt something saddening when I was working on Saturday. Wanjack said Din was hospitalized, that's why he's absent for work. I thought he might some accident because he rode bike. It would have been better if that's the case. Wanjack said there's something wrong in Din's blood.
I never thought this would happen. In my mind, Din is always strong and full of energy because he's never emotional, always cheerful. I hope he's fine...

2005-05-30T19:01:00.000-07:00

It's the beginning of June holiday for some people but it's the beginning of school term for me. Anyway, I had my fun so I guess I wouldn't be envious of anybody. LOL~...

I'm taking BCJ this term and it's so exciting and I had my first lesson today! Yoko sensei is very cute! She drew many pictures on the board, makes me feel that I'm back to my childhood again. She shared with us some facts about Japan and every single thing she said captivated me and she has my fullest attention.
She said although Japan is a country, but the weather does differ in different places. The northern part of Japan would be much colder during winter compared to other parts of it. Yoko sensei is from the northern side of Japan and her grandparents live in Hokkaido. She said if you have flu during winter and went out with a running nose, your flu will immediately freeze and you just have to pick the frozen fluid off your skin and just threw it away! LOL~ it's a bit disgusting but she even act out the action, that's why it's so funny!
She also basically ran through the geographical facts of Japan. Japan is made up of 4 major islands: Hokkaido, Honshu, Kyushu and Shikoku. Yoko sensei lives in northern part of Honshu with her family. Her brother has moved to Tokyo and live there alone because he works there. Sensei also said there are a lot of mountains in Japan. I think Japan is really big even though compare to those mega big countries like Russia and China, Japan doesn't seem like much but even the capital of Japan (Tokyo) is already 3 times the size of Singapore!
Wow... I can't believe how small Singapore is. I mean, I know Singapore is small, but I never know it's that~ SMALL!

Japan is really interesting and I really wish to go there someday. I hope the day is nearing soon, the future is filled with anticipation and so full of apprehension! How exciting!

2005-05-25T20:00:00.000-07:00

Kingdom of Heaven

In this epic story, it's about the war that took place in Jerusalem, which is known as the Kingdom of Heaven.

In the end, the defender surrenderred the city in order to protect the lives of the people. Although the Christians left Kingdom of Heaven, it doesn't mean God will distant himself away from the people who love Him dearly. I believe it's the people that make the place, and not the place that makes the people.

It's true what is said in the movie, the kingdom is in our mind and our hearts; these are the places where we can truly reach the Kingdom of Heaven.

Let us carry revival wherever we go; let us touch lives and make a difference.

2005-05-24T22:49:00.000-07:00

I know I sound really (bu shuang) in the previous post, but that's not how I felt. I'm just simply bored.

Anyway, the preliminary round for Word Power Challenge is over! I'm not so excited to know the results, but the most important thing is that I've gained something from this competition. :) After that, we went to Jurong Point and have dinner.
We talked a lot and shared a lot; it's quality time.

Although we didn't go anywhere special or very fun, it's the company that makes the difference. We form our family today. LOL~

2005-05-06T14:04:00.000-07:00

I spent lots of time when my friends from church nowadays, and I'm really glad I did. In fact, the word 'glad' is an understatement.

I learnt loads from them and I have changed course and I'm now heading towards the direction that I know I should. It's the direction I desire; to the place where eternal love that breaks the cages and sets the hearts to fly, which gives hope that everyone will be seeded with dreams and visions.

I was like a ship that has lost its direction in the vast open sea, where everywhere looks the same. If I were to continue on recklessly, driving on and there might be underlying rocks lurking in waters where I wouldn't notice; I would have my ship capsized.
Right now, I feel great because I'm making adjustments and consulting with my compass, I know where I'm going and I know I'm not confused anymore.

Sometimes I would forget that I have my compass and navigation map with me, and I would just rely on my own strength base on my own judgement in where I'm heading. And many times, I ended up lost. However, I know I'll always find my way again because every time I fall, the next most important step which I can reverse my predicament is to be bold and stand up again.
I know my brothers and sisters will be there cheering me on.

2005-04-29T17:04:00.000-07:00

School holidays is about to come to an end soon. I'm really apprehensive of what the second year is going to be like, especially the way I'm doing in poly now, I really hope I can survive and clear all my modules and not repeat any single one.

Vani's got her result and initially, she has to stay back for just one more semester to clear up her modules, then she can graduate. But when she got her results, she told me she has to repeat more modules and she'll have to stay for 1 more year.
She's smart, if that happen to her how can I not worry? I'm really afraid.

I mean, life's already so short and I really don't want to waste any more time.

2005-04-21T14:41:00.000-07:00

Yay~! I have finished watching Gundam SEED!!! The episodes in the middle are a bit boring because they are telling you the roots of the war and not much actions.

But really, war is bad (that's an understatement). In fact, watching any movies that based on true account of the war or even fiction, they all say the same thing: War is a painful business. I mean, you killed people whom you don't even know because if you don't, you'll be killed. And because you killed the comrades of the opposite party, they will hate you and kill you even more, and vice versa; trapped in a vicious cycle.
If they were to meet under a better circumstances - not in battles - they may even be friends and like each other. It's just so sad, because those people that got killed are not neccessarily bad people.

I like Gundam SEED, the color and the animation is really wonderful. Lol~ Most Jap Anime are.

2005-04-13T22:52:00.000-07:00

Currently, my life seems to be revolving around one thing: work. It's so exhausting, so everytime when I reached home, I'll just sleep. When I woke up the next day, I'll have to rush for work again. I don't have the heart to practise my guitar, but I think I'll have to end my lesson very soon because my family doesn't seem to doing well financially and the cost of my lesson is becoming a larger portion of my pay or savings.

Anyway, today's so exciting! Lol... I went up to the projectionist room with Stephen (my manager) to make announcement to tell our 'dear patrons' to exit via the front passage and not the way they entered the cinema. =_=#
There is this very interesting machine that allows the film to be played. You'd be amazed how big that machine is and how long the print actually is as well. I wished I could have taken some pictures of it but I don't think it's possible with Stephen around, though maybe I could go beg Hisham tomorrow when I see him (dream on~ LOL..).
Hisham is the best projectionist to work with when you are working as the floor usher. He's super responsible that you can count on him that nothing will go wrong.

Today's the most amazing day. I was working at candy bar today and Stephen waved at me to come out when he came to work in the early afternoon. He told me there's a $10 note on the floor in front of the box office and asked me to go picked it up. I thought he was pulling my leg because it seemed too unreal. I went there to see and there's really a $10!!! I picked it up with a gleeful smile and I wanted to give it 2 him but he just asked me to keep it. He's sooooooooo~ nice!!! Thank God... Who says money doesn't fall from heaven? LOL~

2005-04-09T01:08:00.000-07:00

There are many sad stories behind every war. The cost of war never comes cheap and it always left people feeling desolated at the end.

Every war could have been avoided if leaders of countries have come to an understanding and try to clear up the doubts and misunderstandings in between. Though it's easier said than done, whenever I watched a war story, I wished that the leaders would have seen the truth for themsevles and not be blinded by their anger or things that are laid in front of them. They were choosen as a country's leader is because citizens trust that he or she will ensure peace and stability of the country and would make wise decisions. It seems to me that no matter what, a war can never be a wise decision and it'll never be a solution to the problem.

Lives that had been perished for the sake of protecting their own countries and the many innocent lives that were taken away certainly isn't worth it at all. It left loved ones with a scarred heart that will take time to mend. Nations that have been destroyed will take time to rebuild as well. Time is precious and whatever is lost, it will never returned.
War is a costly business.

2005-04-06T17:31:00.000-07:00

I'm quite happy today. I finished reading 'Howl's Moving Castle' and Jiahui said she has 'Little Prince' and would lend it to me when she finds it. This will save me from buying the book because it's just too expensive. It cost slightly over $25 and as much as I love books, sometimes I wonder if it's worth it. Lol~ Besides, I spend too much these days and would gladly stay at home if possible. I'm not working yet and I don't know if GV will grant my request because I'm afraid there will be attachment students again. It's quite annoying, then they won't let me work when I want and I will earn lesser as well since they have all the help they can get from the attachment students.

After finished reading my book, I went to the bank to help my mum to deposit money. It was raining so heavily in the late afternoon that I was terrified. The wind carried the rain was blowing so strongly against me that I could hardly open my eyes and see where I was going and I had to retreat into my house and wait for the rain to subside a bit. There were lightnings and thunders, I was afraid accidents might happened.
I'm so kiasi... Lol~

2005-04-04T21:04:00.000-07:00

Today we had to go to school to attend briefing. It's a bit waste of time and it's a rainy day. All in all, it makes me want to stay at home and sleep and do something instead.
After the briefing, we had lunch in school. We ate pasta in canteen 2, YAY! My favourite spaghetti. We were going PS after that. Later, I suggested to go to Bugis to buy a new pair of sandals.

On our way there, it's full of obstacles. In fact, I almost die of staying alert on our way to canteen 2. It's so slippery and my sandals didn't have much grip. I slipped and fell once and I was scared stiff. I had to grab Bee for support lest I tripped and fell and die. (Everyone, pls roll your eyes.)

Then we boarded 74 so that we can transfer bus at the other bus stop where there are buses that go directly to Orchard. I couldn't grab anything in time when the bus moved and I slipped and almost fell again. I was so embarrassed that I couldn't wait to get off the bus.

Anyway, I have a great sense of fulfillment because I bought what I needed. I bought the slippers that is anti-slipperiness (is that such a word?) and a book. It's 'Howl's Moving Castle'!!! I'm so happy!!! After that, we went to have our dinner at Pasta Mania. I get to try lasagnia, no wonder Garfield is so crazy about it. It tasted sooooo~ good! Lol~...

2005-03-30T20:31:00.000-08:00

I went for service at SIS on Saturday (after Good Friday, before Easter), the drama was hilarious but conveyed a serious message. I'm so glad that Timothy could come, he could have easily said 'NO' easily many times like many other people I asked, but he didn't. Hahah... so I'm really grateful to him. He's just so ON!! LOL~

Anyway, after service, we went to eat steam boat at Marina. This was my first time ever eating steam boat!!! So excited~ But I didn't eat much because it's quite difficult to cook, small tiny droplets of oily butter just can't wait to jump on your hand when you come near the frying area (dunno what's that call). I did managed to cook something in the end, though not much. Hahahah..
Sitting opposite of Johnson is scary; the way he ate those seafood was as if his stomach was the size of the UNIVERSE!!! I didn't eat what he ate: crab, oyster & some other shell sea food. Gosh... I really wonder how did all the seafood taste like. Timothy said he didn't like oyster because it has a metallic taste, which discourage me even from thinking of eating it. Yucks... Esther helped me to fried some prawns and I took forever to pile those shell away. LOL~ Angeline then showed off her skilss at peeling the shell from prawns. Tsk, tsk, tsk.

Leonard and his buddies on the other table tried to cook up something nice. They peeled off the shell from so many prawns and then dump it into the soup for it to boil. After that, they put d prawns onto the frying area and then pour eggs over it. I thought it tasted quite dry, but they made it BIG & magnificent. Hahahah...

The next time when I go and eat steam boat again, I'll MAKE SURE I get to eat those crabs. LOL~

2005-03-23T21:45:00.000-08:00

Which Naruto Character are You?
quiz by orangeday.net

2005-03-21T00:00:00.000-08:00

devestated... the guitar lost its balance n fell on her head and she pushed it away so the guitar hit the floor and it broke into 2 pieces. i didn't say sorry because she cld have not pushed it away. she didn't say sorry either because the guitar shouldn't be there in the first place.

2005-03-17T03:42:00.000-08:00

Calicifer is the fire demon that keeps Howl's castle on the move.

2005-03-16T15:15:00.000-08:00

I had such great fun when I went out with Bee yesterday. Hahaha... Totally enjoyable, I'm so glad that she doesn't complain about my poor sense of direction for walking the extra distance. But the extra distance isn't as bad as the 'extra distance' I've walked on Sunday thanks to Yina. =_="'

She said it's a shorter way from Kallang Indoor Stadium to the MRT station (yeah, right) Hahhaha... I was having a real bad headache half way through the service, I guess the most possible reason is my accumulated problem of lack of sleep. I've been only sleeping for 4 to 6 hours for almost the entire past week. I felt really bad and weak. Not to mention after walking that 'extra distance' under the hot sun, it really took too much out of me. I fell asleep when I got home that afternoon, thinking that I would feel better after I sleep. I was greatly mistaken, I woke up with a fever and the headache still wouldn't go away. My entire body was cold and aching all over; my nerves in my body were super sensitive and a gentle knock on me would be painful to me. Hahaha... I'm the paper girl. I'm all better now, but that sore throat seemed to remain the same.

Anyway, we went to Tiong Bahru to watch movie. Initially, we intended to watch 'The Series of Unfortunate Event', but there's this Jap Anime we don't wanna miss, so we decided to watch 'Howl's Moving Castle'! Too bad that Tiong Bahru isn't showing it, so we purchased tickets from the AXS machine at Tiong Bahru and then travel to PS. The show starts at around 1550, so we have almost 2 and a half to kill before we can watch that movie.
I always thought AXS is easy to operate, but I was wrong... I did manage to use it to purchase ticket but then the machine wouldn't spit out my card. Until Bee touched something on the screen. Ho ho.. I burst into laughter at my own silliness.
We did some window shopping at PS and my hands just wouldn't keep still. We saw some nice looking laptops and I went to touch one of them. I accidently close the screen and thankfully Bee knew how to open it again. (Phew~)
I saw this feet massaging machine outside a shop (I didn't see the shop name), but I use one hand to touch it and couldn't feel anything, so I put on both hands. I let out a loud audible squeal and ran laughing mad to Bee. I think she thought I was crazy; I told her I felt electricity surging through my hands when I placed my hands there. She said that's how the machine worked, gosh... I think I'm really behind times.
After the movie ended, we went to the toilet to wash our hands. I wanted to try the hand dryer machine, because I've never succeed in doing so before. My hands were wet and cold and I thought the dryer would warm them out. How would I know that the machine would blow strong, cold wind at my hands instead of the normal warm ones? I let out a squeal again and walked quickily away, it's too embarrassing.

What's with me and technology? Argh... Hahhahaha... But we (Bee, do you think?) have a great laugh! Hahaha...

2005-03-15T22:50:00.000-08:00

I am worth $1,314,022.00 on HumanForSale.com

2005-03-13T01:36:00.000-08:00

Today's 3:30 p.m. service was the climax of my life. This is the first time ever I felt God's presence moving so mightily among the congregation. I'm so excited and that energy remained with me all this while even when I've reached home. Nothing can remove this new found enthusiasm in me.

Although late tonight a few unpleasant things happened, but it failed to dampen my spirit of excitement for God! I'm so glad I get to read 'Good Morning, Holy Spirit' by Benny Hinn. After attending his crusade, you'll wish to fellowship with this man that is so full of the anointing of God. You'll want to know how did he do it, but he said it all in this book that I've mentioned. I'm so fortunate to be involved in this event.

Thank God for that! Praise the Lord!!!!
I even found out that I'm not tone deaf, I've been sticking to this fact for more than 10 years of my life. Finally, I'm freed from this fact and I know I'm not as bad. This week is extraordinary; some of my confidence is being restored through all these storms that I have braved through.

2005-03-08T00:30:00.000-08:00

I felt that I'm in heaven during choir practice in church on Tuesday night. How can I even bear to miss it on Monday night?

Because my church auditorium was on basement 4, so it's an enclosed area. I can hear how the entire thing sound like so clearly. It's heavenly, pleasant & peaceful. I felt like I'm in heaven. I'm so glad I'm in choir, totally thankful that Annie signed me up. How I wish I could keep on singing for Him. I'm no longer tired or pressurized of what I have to do. I felt relieved in His heavenly place.

Thank God for giving me a chance to praise and worship Him. :)